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Hello sweetie,


I'm sorry for not writing you since; I was very busy at work that is why I did not write you on time. Actually, i am here for someone who is honest, sincere, truthful, caring, and a woman with good personality and motivation. Sure, I do love traveling to different countries for a work transfer. I have been too many, i have my PR in Holland because my mom is from Amsterdam, Holland , my dad work as a Manager to investment bank in North Holland before he got retired and i grew up there in Holland after my birth in the United State where I have my citizenship.



I love natural things and i do not grew up from a large family because am the only child of my parents and I am divorce since sixteen years ago because my ex cheated on me. She had a sex with my close pal when I had an urgent contract of supply of lubricant to ExxonMobil in Canada. I chose to remain single since we broke up, but now I think i can't help it that the reason I am here to search for my love life because i want to be happy again with a woman who I call my love life till death do us part.
I have an 18 years old daughter, she is one of the reason I am looking for a woman to marry, she ask me to remarry so that i we be happy all the time. I promise her I will look for a good woman to get marry to last year but i fail her, so i want to make it up to her this year.


My life most would not have wanted to live, Many things I could not have changed, but it made me who I am. I am like a truck, strong, dependable, reliable, and sturdy, but I know how to be like a luxury car, soft, gently, easy, nice looking, I guess that is in the eyes of the beholder, right? But I am also like a Hummer, have my shield of protection, can't see all the many facets of my life, I am very private. I have to be. I am all I have and I have had many heartaches. I am an over-comer. Looking for someone to take me as I am, I do know how to leave my baggage behind. I am very conservative, but a little silly at times. I don't talk much at first, which you may not see here, but I open up more as I get to know you. I will not bash my ex, but it was a very hard marriage, I could say I regret it but it made me more caring of others, more loving and more understanding to what others may or may not be going through. No matter how much abuse I took I kept my daughter safe. I am very protective of my kid and those I love. I try not to worry over things I have no control over, but I do at times, I guess that is normal sometimes. I am not perfect and I don't expect someone else to be. I love to meet new people, I learn new things from each one. There are many things you can learn from good and bad. It develops character in you. I think someone who pushes your buttons can teach you patience and tolerance. And those who are kind and compassionate teach you how to love more fully and completely. I am friendly to everyone I meet even if it is with just a smile or nob, that's because I sometimes don't know what to say or because I am a quiet person. Sometimes a smile is all someone needs, it is the recognition that warms the heart sometimes.


mostly my daughter will say don't get dad to pray for you because God answers his prayers. Yes he does, not always as fast as I would like them, but I do pray and I do have a relationship with God. I am spiritual I do attend church I was raised baptist, went to pentecostal some, It is not what's over the door it's what's in your heart and the relationship you have with God. I also believe in a relationship you find what works for you and go with it. What may work for one couple may not work for another. I don't' believe in 50/50 relationship. Sometimes one may have to give a little more. Sometimes in a relationship you have to give a little more of your self. Not everyone will always be 100% in everything. I know how to be supportive, encouraging, always cheering you on helping you achieve to be the best you can be, whether pushing you forward, pulling you ahead or walking beside you, but always encouraging you to get to your goal and I know there are times to make you angry enough to keep going when things are not going so well, not angry to do something bad but to keep you going to get the results you are looking for and need.
I love exercise and I do exercise sometimes and I work mostly all the time also, during my leave I travel back to my house in Amsterdam, Holland, but sometimes during my leave I spend time with my parents and my only daughter in Holland. I would like to have your picture if you don't mind. So, what is your idea partner? And what can you tell me about love? Because all I need is love and I will tell you what I really need in a woman on my next email.


Regards


Johnson Cole

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